In the darkness, shadows call,
Watching me die, watching me fall.
I was once loved, now I go,
As all fades away to what I don't know.
Pain steers my every thought,
I tried, I lost, I worked, I fought.
Nothing is good, all is bad,
Another ruined to a world so sad.
The blade is sharp, my wrist sore,
For I give it all the pain I bore.
A deadly warmth runs down my arm,
I see my heaven in my harm.
I am not scared to drown in black,
Tell me what I lost, tell me what I lack.
Looking deep into my pain,
I see my loss, I see my gain.
Where am I? Do I belong?
Am I right, or am I wrong?
Lost and alone, in a crowd of hell,
For all I see, I cannot tell.
I was once at peace, I was at rest,
But now I'm back as you've guessed.
Alone again, where do I turn?
Will I suffer? Will I burn?
Someone find me, I am alone,
My mind is grey, my heart is stone.
Burned and bruised, I say goodbye,
I will not suffer, I shan't not cry. |
