this time my stepfather is home
i walk in the house, after school
just forgot to get the mail
i turn my tail
walk back out the door, down the walk
to the mail box
my stomach feels like i ate a rock
i hurt all over, from my head to my feet
there is nothing i can do, i have to go back
i can see him standing there, steaming
hes mad at me it seems
what have i done?
could i run?
no, thats out of the question
what would you do in this situation?
walking in the door, he shut it behind
he has something in his hand
it was a metal band
cuffing my wrists made me at a disadvantage
pulling me upstairs, into his room
my mother isnt home, it feels so wrong
but it doesnt last long
he peals off my pants, his as well
not long, not long at all
he made love to me, then he beat me
leaving me sit on the bed
he went to pick up my sister
when he gets home again, he gives me that look
i dont tell her a thing, and go strait to bed |