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suicidal impulses
written by piperneedshelp05:08 AM 1/27/05i feel it in my nerves
the urges
the razor is right there
i see it....shimmering in the light
in the bathroom i sit....on the closed toilet
debating with myself, "will this be it, will i cut enough?"
"or will i cut just enough, to live another day?"
but what is the price that i will pay?
if i die today, i will know no more
i wont care enough
i wont have the pain
but those around me...i dont want to think about it
i wont do it...for them you see
for i am not weak!
i know i'm not....i'll show myself that i'm not...now
i'm picking up the razor and slowly grazing it on my skin
slowly the blood drips out
like the color of slut lipstick
so red.....so vivid
but it seems i have cut enough, i put it down
fingers tremboling.....
look what i've done...... |
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