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Blinded Mind
written by Miracle_in_Hell06:20 AM 1/29/05The face put upon my soul
Is the impression that seems to remain.
I cannot make it fade even with the proof I have
That love will come more then once,
People care not about how I think-
But about how I make them feel,
And there are still those who long to
Even say a few words to me.
I allow the thoughts of my permanent solitaire
To forever stay locked in my mind,
And begin to believe that my existence
Is only to be me and no one else shall ever see
The light I have I refuse to shine;
Except on the rare occasions-
I know I am needed, yet in the end
Do not believe the result was mine.
You have given me the second chance
Only seen in one blue moon;
And yet I fear and doubt the way things are,
But I have no solid reason to-
It is true, you tell me so
But as I said-my subconscious usually gets the better of me
And I hate myself for it-
Because I do believe in this hard yet beautiful emotion
And long to hold it in my arms-as now I feel the same with you. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
There are different forms of stubbornness I have come to find out. The kind where you want to stay the way you are and are not willing to change even if it is for the better. There is the kind where you hide most everything important from even the ones that mean the most to you and refuse to say anything when they plead you do. And then there is the kind of stubbornness where you will not accept things no matter how obvious they are.
I know a person of each type of stubbornness. The last of which is me. The way society has treated me and scared my way of thinking has forced me to keep solid thoughts about myself and how others view me. Like not one individual can view me differently-like everyone is one being out to judge me. My personal form of paranoia. Yet, I blame it on society? Maybe I should start accepting another truth-it is my own fault I believe everyone has a solid view on me. Because it isn't true.
Please let me know what you think.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by XpaperdollX (1-29-2005 - 06:32 AM)
| Great job...well writen. claps |
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