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You CANT control me
written by ieatsmellysocks01:47 AM 1/31/05You tell me i'm so worthless
You ignore all the great things i achieve
You make me feel like it all my fault
And sometimes i foolishly believe
You rent a movie for for us to watch
I clean the house i do every single chore
Still it just isnt good enough
I know you dont give a damn about me anymore
And i still sleep with my door locked
Because im so afraid of you
I just cant keep living in fear
Just wondering what you'll do
You are killing me like poison
I know that nothing you say is true
I just hate suffering in silence
I need to get away from you
I dont know where i'll go
I dont know how i'll get there
All i know is your killing me
I want to wake up from this nightmare
My mother told me that she left
Because you tried to brainwash her too
Now im in the same situation
And i dont know what to do
And i still sleep with my door locked
Because im so afraid of you
I just cant keep living in fear
Just wondering what you'll do
I'm not a little kid anymore
I can make it on my own
I dont need any help from you
I just need to get away from home
And oh they tell me to let go
Tell me im making this a big deal
But i cant control my tears
I cant help how i feel
If i want to leave then let me
I guess i'll be all right
But no matter where i am
I'll always lock my door at night. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
*sighs* If only i COULD actually leave...damn it.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by JeLLy_BeaN (1-31-2005 - 02:05 AM)
| this peom gave me chills it was that good
hope you can get away one day :] |
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