Insults repeatedly thrown at me, laughter still fills the air. I'm tired of this pain i must hold, I wish it would all go away.
I want to feel loved, i want to feel somthing, other than this sorrow and depression. Some one out there, please care.
Make me perfect, or do somthing to help me, because i always seem to be wrong.
My body is being mistreated, and my soul, by my foolish attempts to end it all, and make myself whole.
Take me out of this pit of hatred, i cant stand it anymore. I say goodbye to love the love i never had, the hate i always gained.
I never wanted it to be this way, i who never had anything, but in my head, is the bullet, this is all i had. |