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Little Suicide Note;A heart turned black
written by cryptic_misery06:58 AM 2/1/05To whom it may concern...:
From that day I took my first breath
Until I took my very last
I could tell that this beginning
Was conflicting into a horrid past
I smelt the dead flesh from the first cut
Watching time go back
You left my soul so tainted
A pure heart, turned black.
Surely now you're sorry
With me hanging from the ceiling
But you should have tried a little harder
You made this life have no meaning
Could I really have been better?
Or are you just blind?
How do you feel as you read this now?
Knowing I left you behind
It's all over now
You can't take me back again
Fuck that - are you crazy?
You're the one who drove me to this end
Now I'm hanging here before you
Choked to death from your smile
Blood had rushed right from me
Although it took a little while
Now you bury me deeply
Beneath this place called earth
But why did you do all that shit to me?
Starting from birth?!
I tried to cut myself away
But the pain only brought me bliss
Instead of helping me you hurt me
You turned me into this!
How does it feel to be here
Standing all alone
Except with my fragile body still
Broken, dead in this home
Fuck it, I'm glad it's over
I don't need you anymore
Too bad you couldn't save me
That last time I slammed my door...
Think about it... I'M GONE.
There's no turning back
But why would you want anything
Anything, like a heart turned black |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
This would have been my note if I did commit suicide, so do NOT call me a little bitch who wants to die. I DON'T WANT TO DIE. IT WAS FROM A WHILE AGO. thank you =).
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| » Comments / Feedback | by YoUrDeSiRe (2-1-2005 - 07:01 AM)
by xxlacrimaexx (2-1-2005 - 07:24 AM)
| it's a very beautiful poem.. do you have any more you would like to share with me? |
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