| » Poem: onward melancholy misery |
onward melancholy misery
written by jedinik08:26 AM 2/2/05heartbreak
desolation
nothing
painful thoughts become my security blankets
but nothing can bring warmth
the lonliness is dark and cold
and damp
i'm suffocating in this prison
a prison created by guilt and disbelief
housed in darkness
living in a house of shadows
the apparitions start to appear
as if the doubt wasn't already there
it's brought to a head by the demons
the demons focus on the darkness
they make it sound so appealing
it's so easy to embrace the darkness
but i shall not
the immense pain that i'm feeling right now can't compare to my sense of moral integrity
it's so easy, but not worth it
no sir
i shall conitnue living in misery
i'd rather do it my way than the easy way
even if this pain kills me
i'll be a martyr for my cause
i may never find happiness
but i will find resolution
in death |
All (c)Copyrights reserved by the Original Author.
[ View jedinik's Profile ] [ Go to the Poetry Portal ]
This Poem has been viewed 93 times
|
|
| » Comments / Feedback | by lilrocsychic (3-3-2005 - 06:28 PM)
| such brutality... for a pothead, your thoughts linger in dark places. maybe you should just try living in the moment and not linger on the past |
by jedinik (4-14-2005 - 08:22 AM)
| thanks for the advice, i smoke to make the darkness go away, hehehe, i don't like being miserable all the time but i seem to be a very depressed person, life really sucks for everyone in my opinion |
|
|
|
|
