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As sad As It Seems
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN06:09 PM 2/5/05| I don’t need anyone but it seems you just wont leave me alone. I don’t need your sorrow I don’t need anything from you or anyone. As sad as it seems I don’t enjoy pain but I’m use to it. I try to cut your memories away from me. Just leave me alone in my paper prison to die and weather away into nothing. You say I complete you, you say you love me I say shut the fuck up I have heard to many painful lies. As sad as it seems I don’t like to be alone but it’s a feeling I just cant erase from me .I try to hide from you and tell you I need time to understand my life but I’m really hiding from myself and from what I am. But I cant hide from anyone its easy to spot a fallen angel see without my wings I try to fly away but only fall. you face and voice haunt me in my sleep. every time I think about what you did it hurts so bad I cant numb it. As sad as it seems I have grown to live life as if I’m not there everyday people notice less of me I have to keep checking the mirror to see if I’m still real. I’m tired of people and there pity it doesn’t make it go away as sad as it seems I don’t need one thing from anyone what I need is to wake up and forget who I am and what my past is but I cant every time people say your name I die inside. Its like something deep inside of me is keeping me from being happy as sad as it seems I’m afraid to be happy again because you can never be happy to long everyone will leave you to die to save their life there is no one like you…. As sad as it seems the pain of hurt keeps me from dying inside… it keeps me alive |
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