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Past
written by Death Tone11:58 AM 2/9/05The thought of my future the only thing that keeps me going
The only thing that helps me forget the horrors of my past
Butt the screams of my childhood still haunt my dreams
I try but shall never forgot those things you did
Why would you do it to the people you love
How could you raise your hand to your own flesh and blood
When I was crying in the corner
What could possibly posses you to kick me
Was it my fault
Maybe if I had done more
Maybe if I had been better I would have been saved from the beatings
I don’t think it was my fault though
I think you get a kick out of hurting the people you care about
Well I am grown up now
And my only thoughts are of revenge
Revenge for everything you did to me
Revenge for everything you did to my family
Everyone says you loved me
But how could you do this to someone you love
How could you possibly justify the things you did
Holding me under my blanket, in an attempt to suffocate me
Ignoring my screams
Telling anyone who came near that if they tried to help me they would get worse
I hate you for the things you did
But I hate myself for hating you
I am your flesh and blood
Hate is not what I should be feeling but I have no choice
I know I will ever get over this
I can try to forget but I know that wont work either
The only way for me to try and be happy
Is to do to you what you did to me
And you had better believe that one day I will
You are an old man now
And I am just coming of age
I am stronger than you ever were
I am stronger than you ever will be
You gave me 18 years of hell
And you will receive the same for the rest of your life
I promise you now I will get the revenge I deserve
I will get the revenge I need to make my life complete
Do you remember the day I was upstairs after you had been court cheating on my mum
And she hit you
You told her if she touched you again you were going to hit her
Then I came down with that knife
I told you if you ever touch her ill kill you
The fear on your face, that was the day I realised that you were nothing
You have always been nothing
And when I finish you will have nothing |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Lady_Anodea (2-9-2005 - 12:37 PM)
| I like it alot. It pulls you in from the start. Very well done! :) |
by Lady_Anodea (2-9-2005 - 12:37 PM)
| I like it alot. It pulls you in from the start. Very well done! :) |
by GeishaGirl (2-9-2005 - 12:51 PM)
by Death Tone (2-9-2005 - 05:27 PM)
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