i hate this hollyday more than anyone else
i hate seeing everybody happy, permanently smileing
without even thinking that i am , second by second, dying.
no one thinks of me at this time of year.
i hate seeing everywhere hearts, hearts, hearts
and no one can imagine
that mine is broken into little parts.
i try to isolate myself from the outside world
try to hold my feelings, they want to come out
so that everything would be revealed
but i don't want to , i start to shout.
but again no one listens, their too busy to notice me
even give me a call, i am nothing to everyone,
i guess.......even you.
so every years i hide, i say nothing, i do nothing
i got used to being ignored
no one sees that tears fall from my eyes
their blind and deaf, they can't hear my cries. |
