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Living in a dream?
written by Firequeen01:32 PM 2/11/05To dream is to live.. yet when living a dream are u still awake? Horrors of the past may forever last.. time is precious they tell me, but for what i can see. Time is wasted on what they also tell me it should be used for. So what use is life for when only filled with precious yet wasted time? It is a nightmare, not a dream. To wake up every day knowing that I will have to repeat the doings of past once more. Sometimes I think it would be better to end it all.. yeh i do, but than I recall. That there is someone who cares, and that leaving them would be worse a crime than staying ever can be. So am still here, living a life am not sure if was meant for me. If it is or not am still asking. Trapped in a body which will not listen, mind is lonly inside, kept away from where it wan't to be. The dream is my escape. I worship the night as it gives me peace. Every evening I whonder what adventures the night will bring, and every morning I know what nightmare I have woken up to once again.
Yet... do not pitty me,
my mind is still free,
and one day maybe body will be...
Untill than I live, at least for what others can tell, I live by the words which I write. They are me... every word in ever poem shows a part of me which has ben set free from the prison my body has becomed. Therefore I can't stop writing, not untill all of me is free. By each word I heal myself a little more. Ever letter is a new star on the once all clouded sky, once it is bright like the day again, than my nightmares will only exsist in the night where day belong. Not like now, the nightmares is my day, the dreams is my night. Never do I suffer with a nightmare at the night. Those i have eanught of in the day. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Tho ive made some rhyming in this tekst it's more of a philsophick thingy. kinda how I feel right now
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