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So Sore
written by ieatsmellysocks11:14 PM 2/16/05My eyes are sore from crying
Glasses too tear stained to see through
And look at this man standing before me
Just a mirror image of you
Everything has fallen apart
And suddenly im no longer here
Something wet splashes onto my bruised arm
Surprised yet i know that its a tear
They told me to go kill myself
And i saw it in eyes belonging to you
I dont know why everyone has changed
I guess that i changed too.
I dont want to be touched
Dont hug me anymore
Cold as ice and so unloving
Staring in my green eyes, so sore
I know i cant forgive you
For these things youve never said
Ive tried and tried to runaway
From you and the voices in my head
I knew that it would be this way
Yet i just let it be
Make me wear a mask,painted on smile
Make me anyone but me
And i know its the way life is
Which is why i want to die
Eyes so sore, arms so bruised
Not enough energy to cry
All the kids back in class
Dont know anything i know
Soon it just wont be so special
When their mirror images show
Please dont touch me
I know im not that strong
To take the pain hold my head high
And just keep going along.
My days seem to last forever
And i stay awake at night
She said that im just so pathetic
And now i know shes right
Take these words, all my letters
And dont forget a thing i say
Someone out there,and who,i dont care
Is living their last day
Help me plan my suicide
Because you know just what i'll do.
I cant keep staring at blank walls
And mirror images of you. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by brokenxsmile (2-16-2005 - 11:17 PM)
| That's really depressing... but also very good! |
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