A place,
Inside,
Nails digging,
Into my wrists,
Into my soul,
What is left?
Water filled,
Up to my ankles,
Alone,
Alone inside,
I scream,
Screaming,
For you,
Pull at my hair,
Tear at my skin,
Someplace,
Far,
Far away from here,
My home!
A place,
To cry,
No longer alone,
I feel the demons,
Crawling inside of me,
Sick of dieing,
Over and Over,
Still I never see the light,
This life is like a book,
But somehow repeats itself inside of me,
The same mistakes,
Like a song,
Over and over in my head,
I can’t breath,
Something seems to be chocking me,
This fear,
These feelings,
It only makes me human,
To want love,
I need it,
It’s worse then a drug,
I can’t seem to stand anymore,
I must sit,
These emotions,
Will soon tie me up,
Hid me from reality,
Once again in this place,
It’s a place all my own,
It’s my home! |