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All I thought I wanted
written by XpaperdollX12:57 AM 2/18/05| I held in everything, every emotion. I would rip myself apart hoping that you would love me. I changed everything about myself that you hated. twisted my image and made it what you wanted it to be. I tried to be just perfect, smiled laughed dressed smelled wore my make up my hair just the way you wanted acted the way you told me to. Kind of like a puppy that you get for the first time but then after awhile it pisses you off and you train it to obey and follow you everywhere slowly eating at you. Or maybe I was more in the lines of your slave, pathetic I know. But I just needed you so I thought. Now that I have painted this disgusting person that I am , All I want is for you to hate me. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by screaming_bloody_songs (2-18-2005 - 01:03 AM)
| I completely understand...well written as well
[x]-Alicia-[x] |
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