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living my life as me
written by suicide-fairie02:55 PM 2/19/05all i hear is silence
all i can feel i feel is pain
the pain of my heart falling further apart
how could anyone possibly love the wreck that is me
how can anyone trust me when i brake my promises so easily
i care to much about you
to just let my feelings go
i cant just forget you like i have done with guys before
your all i think about
all the nights ive dreamed
just seem so pointless
all the feelings i have inside my head
all the feelings in my heart
keep the peices together
i wonder how long its gonna take before it falls apart
i wonder how much pain i can take before i brake
untill i fall back down again
there aint no one to stop me this time
i wanna spread my wings and fly
but my wings they dont excist
they only time i think i could fly
is if i was really pissed
iam broken inside
my mind is completly screwed
all i wanna do is slit my wrists then il be threw
i dont wanna be selfish
i dont wanna die as a coward
who couldnt take the pain
i wanna live as myself
i want people to know my name
whats the point of loving someone who will never love you back
i tryed soo hard to keep it together
i try my hardest to hide the pain behind the fake smiles
but sometimes i feel too fake
sometimes i wanna fall on the floor
let people watch me break
show them the real me
show them who their freind really is
i aint who you think iam
you think iam strong
sorry but your wrong
i wish i was lying
i wish i wasnt crying
but no one will see me cry again
no one will see the real me
i aint ever gonna tell my feelings again
i couldnt handle feelings like this..yet again
drip drip my heart bleeds for you
my eyes cry for you
in my mind your all i see
but iam gonna have to forget you
get on with my life beeing ME! |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
rote this ah few weeks ago........its kinda pish dont have a good flo! hope ye' s lke it newiys!
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