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weakness
written by suicide-fairie03:00 PM 2/19/05its half past 12
a new day has come
the day i made the promise to myself that i would change and become someone
i need to get it together
i need to pick up the peices all by myself
i can no longer just sit here and feel sorry for myself
i need to put the bottle down
put it somewhere where it can not be found in moments of weakness
i need to push myself further
but not toward the edge
need to push myself to change
back to what i was before
before i discoverd that a rozor could leave you feeling sore
iam just a little girl
i need to grow up i need to stop pushing people away
im gonna end up all alone if i dont change my attitude today
i feel like i have been sleeping for so long
and my nightmares have all gone wrong
iv woken up and realized
that theres more to life than death
i need to life my life
i wanna life my life.....
i dont wanna have scars that i have to hide
im fedup lying to myself
ive now woken up from my nightmare
iam no longer in the dark
i love you and i lost you
but im just gonna have to live with that! |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
about losing sum1 coz u dun sumthin stupid am sure everycunts dun tht it wan point! lol
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