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My tears ~~comments~~
written by Bloodfilledcinnabuns11:47 PM 2/23/05| you don't see how much i cry, when i cry every night. for when the day is done, all of these feelings have built up inside. all of the things you said about me, and all of the things that you've done. knowing you will never know how i feel about you, seeing what you've become. i know that you will never care the way you did before. i know that if i died right now you wouldn't cared, this i am sure. and you were the one thing in life i was truely living for. our friendship was really strong and i thought that it would last forever. but then you changed, and things sure didn't get better. so i sit here right now, all alone in my room. and if i were to kill myself right now you wouldn't care i'd asume. so i might as well just get it over with since i have nothing else to live for. i'll stab the knife through my aching heart and then the blood will pour. i grab the knife with my hand and hold it up high. and these will be my final words befor i die. but i cannot seem to do it, something is stopping me. i h ave a gut feeling inside that stings worst than a bee. i guess what my heart is telling me, is that i have so much more to live for. and that if i were to kill myself right now, i'd miss out on a life that wouldn't be a bore. so i'll wipe away all my tears, and put on a smile. i'll leave and forget you, and how you were so vile. but there's just one more thing i need to say...no matter how horrible you've been, and no matter what you do, i still find myself loving you. |
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