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Suicidal Bitch
written by ieatsmellysocks09:49 PM 2/24/05Get out of my face
Yelling at me wont do you any good
Im not listening to a word you say
And still you tell me that i should
You say that i am immature
But you are shouting in my face
Youve got to lose the attitude
It wont get you any place
You always make fun of me
For attempting suicide
Why is it just so funny to you
That all i want is to die?
You yell in my face,threaten me
Your constantly pushing me around
Calling me names and playing sick games
While my friends dont make a sound
And all of you guys hate me
But you dont know what i am like
I dont want to hate you
And you know i dont want to fight
I wanna kick your ass
Wanna stab you repeatedly
You think that you know everything
But you dont know fuck all about me
I'll hold my tongue
And try to be more mature
But im gonna drag you down with me
Suddenly im not so unsure
And i can never sleep
It hurts too much to eat
I cry all alone in my lonely home
And i barely ever speak.
It hurts to be the better one
To ignore and walk away
I cant when they are following me
And i know just what they'll say
And i hate being bullied
And i hate being alive
I dont know how i got this far
But i dont think i'll survive
When i think about my future
I want to go shoot myself
And im all alone in this cruel world
I cant make it without help
Im not sorry no im not
Im not sorry for being me
Im not going to change for you
This is all that i can be. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
Everything feels like a nightmare.Everytime i think about school i haveto try hard not to throw up.I cant do this,this area is so bad for violence and nobody gives a fuck.As for the title,its not meant to offend anyone who is suicidal,but someone called me a suicidal bitch and i think that if i write it enough,it wont be words to me anymore.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by suicidal_girl15 (2-24-2005 - 10:07 PM)
| hi, i had that said to me before but like you, i wrote it down thousands of times an dafter a while it didnt matter to me i said to myself its me not them so they shouldnt care about it. |
by babybunnystar (2-24-2005 - 10:23 PM)
| baby doll ur not the only one who has been called that, so i feel for u. as for the school thing, i went through that i had to sit in the same call all day everyday with the girls who slept with my man while they talked about it. i acually got sick everytime i walked by the school. so im totally there with u! dont worry. |
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