Look at this world again,
It seems so easy to pretend,
Everyone's doing it,
Why can't I?
It eats me up inside,
Until i can no longer face the facade,
My masks falls off once more,
And drops to the cold hard floor,
Talking to the raindrops,
Falling like my mood,
Tears flowing at the same speed,
Who will fulfil my need?
Who is here to care for me,
The answer is many,
But i can't see it,
I'm still facing this battle alone,
It takes so much energy just to pick myself up,
My soul is like water in a broken cup,
Disappearing,
Where's it gone?
Gushing down the drain,
Staying here is my pain,
I put the makeup on,
This is yet another mask for me,
I stare at the mirror one last time,
Seconds later my fist's covered in slime,
The glass is in the floor,
My fist is feeling sore,
Blood is dripping,
Why?
I pretend i'm not getting bullied,
Pretend it's all ok,
But deep down i'm hurting,
All this darkness flirting,
Playing tricks with my mind,
Making me want to leave everything behind,
Everything i see,
Is pain for me,
Everything is causing hurt,
Everyone is making hurt,
I'm living a lie,
And denying it,
I'm hiding from my wishes,
But they're creeping up like fishes,
I jump down the nearby well,
And again i land in this hell,
Give me a rope and let me die,
Feed my fears and make me cry,
I'm sorry for living,
For filling you with this hate,
I'm not happy-go-lucky,
If you think that you don't know me,
I have bad times more often then no,
I just lie and then put on a show,
Fake this happiness,
And end up confused,
It's my life's story,
Someone can understand surely? |
