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the burn
written by MissMatchClash12:51 AM 2/28/05you left me with the click
the click symbolizing the end
the end of the coversation
why was i making you feel bad you asked
why were you making me feel bad?
you heard me pout
but didn't you feel my tears
sliding down my face teasing me in a wicked way
i couldn't tell you i was crying
because then you'd cry
and the last thing i want is to bring you pain
so i tried to sound happy
didn't work quite well
so in the end you still hurt
there's a saying,
sometimes when you win you lose
maybe if i just lose you i'll win you right?
no......who knows.....
sometimes i just want to go back in time
maybe 2 years back
i know that's evil, but i'm greedy
i want you more than you know
but i know you already know
what if you didn't move
what if we met
what if....
what if....
sometimes i can't take it
i can't take the meaningless questions
or are they really meaningful?
my brain is in a constant whirlwind
so all i can do is to wrap myself in a ball
crouch in the corner
and hope to not get carried away
sometimes it's just not worth it
all this pain
all this greed of wanting what you can't have
you say find the next best thing
but what good is that going to do
he will never be you
there can always be some similarities
but why...
but it's not worth the hassel
i can't keep doing this too myself
i hate being addicted
being addicted to you
because it makes me go to bed with constant tears in my eyes
but then again
it gives me the most joy
so much i feel that i'm corrupted
how can one love someone so much
well...u know who you are
and so do i
but what's done is done right
i will try to close this chapter
because that's the only best thing to do
right?
time to move on
maybe another soul will captivate me like you
but until then
i'll say my goodbyes
and i'll let you go
with that click
that click that symbolizes the end
the end of our conversation
and my first task will be
to hang up this goddamn phone
because i'm already starting to feel the burn |
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