I used to write of love,
I used to write with a smile,
I used to care about you,
I used to be in denial,
I used to watch you walk,
I used to hear you laugh,
I used to need you in my life,
I used to crawl right back,
I used to ignore he silence,
I used to ignore the pain,
I used to cut my arms,
I used to accept the blame,
I used to love your lips,
I used to watch them smirk,
I used to let you hold my hand,
And then kick my heart in the dirt,
I used to love your hair,,
I used to love your skin,
I used to live a broken life,
And drown myself in sin,
I used to take the torture,
When you would sit and watch me cry,
And now I smile forever ,
As I watch you slowly die. |
