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Dear god
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN11:15 PM 3/2/05Dear god,
I’m emotionally handicapped, My crippled heart has trouble beating. Drug addict is a strong word I like the term drug user better. These scars run deep through out my body. What is depression? I don’t think you even know. I cry within the safety of my own darkness. My blood and tears mix, my sanity is slipping. Oh sweet weeping willow tree, why must you wept? Do you wept cause you miss him? God knows I do Or do you wept because your empty and lonely? Time doesn’t heal all wounds!
Its been over a year and I still cry at the near sound of his name. He was only 15 years old, he committed suicide Because he thought he was nothing, That he would never add up to anything. Kids these days are so hurtful. I look at you and smile but deep inside I’m screaming out. What did I do? I was so good, I was so happy. I tried really, really hard to be normal and you took it all away. every night I fall to my knees and ask the same thing, please just make this pain go away. I did everything I was suppose to do and you took the one person, the one person that I loved, that I loved more then anything in the world. Why? Why? What did I do? I hate you so much the pain of hatred blinds me. You have a real fucked up way of keeping the faith of your people alive. I’m emotionally handicapped, my crippled heart no longer beats, it just simple lays lifeless in my chest. |
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