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Unsure to Trust
written by depressions_slave11:23 PM 3/3/05I'm unsure that I trust
That I can Trust
Who do I trust?
Why?
Why do they betray me?
Why do they lie to me?
They lie to my face.
They feel no pain but their own.
I'm ignored, forgotten, lost.
These tormenting thoughts that trap me,
In the only place I feel safe,
These tormenting dreams that haunt me,
In the world I regret
Do you understand?
Do you know?
Why don't you say?
Why do all the friends I once new betray me?
Lie to me, to my face.
My phone is off the hook, I don't want to hear them.
They don't know how it feels,
How I feel. I am no poser.
If you were me, you would feel this too.
Want to break the promise,
But you trust them, you understand them,
You'll keep your word,
Throw the knife away,
And life another day,
Fighting,
Crying,
Screaming,
Wimpering,
Shouting,
Running,
Till you make it out,
And see the light,
You prize your material possesions,
I prize that I still have my friends,
Ones that know where I am,
How it feels,
They know,
They know.
But I'm still unsure to trust.
Unsure If they too will betray me,
I want to, I really do,
But I'm still unsure,
Unsure to trust. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I dedicate this poem to all of my friends that know me, and that know what I am going through. That can see that I am who I am, that I'm still scared, and that I will trust on my own time.
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