I know it's hard to live with me,
Mom,
And all of the awful things i've done,
I'm sorry i hurt you and made you cry,
I'm sorry i made you want to die,
You only hit me when i'm to blame,
I do something wrong every day,
I'm sorry i hid all of your pills,
When i found you lying there, so still,
I had never seen you in such a state,
I'm sorry Mom, i was only eight,
And Dad, you mean the world to me,
But you're never sober enough to see,
I'm sorry i stole your alcohol,
I'm sorry i sat there and drank it all,
I'm sorry i brought so much pain to your world,
I'm sorry i couldn't be your little girl,
And i love you both with all my heart,
But i can no longer watch you fall apart,
So this is goodbye, it wont be long,
I hold the knife tight, it's time i was gone. |