I sit in darkness wondering,
Why i'm alone tonight
I sit in darkness wondering
What it's like to have a life,
I hear the silence breaking,
With the chatter of my teeth,
My heart laughs as i curse it,
For continuing to beat,
The darkness wont ask questions,
It knows why i'm afraid,
Why all this is for nothing,
Why tears stream down my face,
My fists are clenched beside me,
And i long to lose control,
I dont want to cry tonight...
The blood of a black soul,
I sit here in the darkness,
My first and last true friend,
The world seems far away,
I pray that it will end. |