It's hard to think,
When I dont know what's wrong.
Everytime I blink,
A new problem rises.
Always filled with horrid surprises.
I dont know how much more I can take,
Each sob I slowly break.
Tears from the unknown,
No hope is shown.
I cant breathe,
Crying so hard.
My heart stops,
My body drops.
Spit falls from my gasping mouth,
Tears fall from my broken eyes.
I cant go on, telling you lies.
It's hard to know,
What I'm feeling.
When I dont even know myself,
Let alone what I feel for others.
I bury my face into the pillow,
Hold my breathe once more.
Thoughts of knives race through my mind,
I cant take it anymore.
I just want to end the misery,
No one means shit to me.
I cant think this through,
My mind wont stop racing.
Brain rebels, heart pacing.
I sit in my room, slowly lacing,
The rope that will end it all,
This will be the day, I wont fall.
Mom comes home to something new,
You people just never knew. |
