I though it was alright,
I thought I was fine.
I thought I'd found myself,
I thought I had my purpose to live,
I thought I gave all I could give.
I thought I could take it all in,
I thought I couldnt remember when,
I thought everything was bad.
I thought I lost everything I had.
I thought I put them days behind me,
I thought I could be so much more.
I thought I would make it so long,
I thought wrong.
You push, I pull.
My mind so full,
Of these morbid thoughts,
This pain has brought.
I've thrown it all away,
I just dont care.
I bury myself into the pillow,
Willing to take my last breath.
I'm sitting by death,
My body slowly deceases,
Still no peace within to be found.
The pain doubles by the minute,
Just waiting to die.
Gather around, join in and cry.
You dont care,
So dont wonder why. |
