I don't know why I'm shaking,
please make it go away.
Won't you tell me why i'm so scared,
when there's no reason to feel this way.
The crowds, yes they frighten me,
but I can't understand why.
I try so hard to make it stop,
but in the end i just sit and cry.
I'm so frustrated and so angry,
so sad and so confused.
I need someone to shelter me,
take away this feeling of being abused.
I try to use my voice,
but something inside stops me.
It won't go away, please make it go away,
trapped for so long dying to be free.
Can this be cured, can i be fixed,
I've searched for the answer so long that I'm out of hope.
All these long years, taking drastic measures,
somehow i still can't seem to cope.
They think i'm shy, they think i'm nervous,
always moving, twitching.
Silently tears fall in my mind,
always somewhere else, always wishing.. |
