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My suicidal memories
written by Ucantsaveme1404:15 PM 3/12/05The pain is still in mi mind..
Of the day..
When i almost lost my life..
My soul was dieing..
My brain waz shutting down.
I culdnt even cry anymore..
My heart waz falling apart..
I culdnt breathe..
I waz shakeing and I wanted to leave..
I had the blade to my wrist..
I was ready to die..
Than i heard a bang on my door..
From mY best friend..
And i stoped b4 i got to my wrist.
The blood rushed down my arm anyway..
I sat there and cryed..
Now............
It is different..
I will be leaving in many ways!
I will not leave!
I will not leave!
This is All a dream..
I try telling my self this over and over.
Its not working...
Im not wakeing.
Im shakeing even more..
Im crying more..
I cant live with the fact of never seeing u ever again!
Ur my one and only love.
I love u so0o0o much.
I will die if im not with you!
I want to die!
Im ready!
Theres no way i will servive without u.
Holding this blade...
Cutting into my skin..
With no regret this time...
I will go lower..
Down to my wrist..
And i wont have to deal with lost love:( |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
ugh:(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOO UPSET Im not leaving!
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| » Comments / Feedback | by darkness_follows_me (3-12-2005 - 04:28 PM)
| WOWi liked it,alot,i can relate 2 it alot! |
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