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Because U Dint Hear Me
written by Poetic_Decay04:46 AM 3/13/05I follow a voice around my room,
its loud and unsteady,
yet its so familiar...
its cracked speech,
broken thoughtless words,
hammering into my skull...
i peer into the darkest corner,
i still see no-one around,
it blames me for all my troubles...
i hear this voice,
yet i hear no sound,
i gasp for air.. im breathing?
frightened i look down,
who are you? why are you here?
where are you? what are you talking about?
and suddenly everything stops,
reality kicks in,
heres the truth of what goes on.. mind is melting...
my voice is loud and screaming...
your screaming at me?
at him? the boy who stands before you?
NO DON'T TOUCH HIM!!!
please dont hurt him!
but you know he has to die
he did bad things to you,
this is why you cry.. why your eyes never dry...
why your thoughts never clear.. then she whispered in my ear..
look over there...
i move towards a frame of glass.. a mirror...
blood streams down my face.. sweat seeps down my forehead...
no this isnt a nightmare,
this is real.. you are me! i am you!..
the only way to get revenge is to hurt yourself..
make him see how wrong he was..
but he wont care will he?
yes he will. no he wont. i know him better.. LEAVE ME ALONE!
the voices start to fade..
the blood on my face disappears..
the screaming dies..
i look into the mirror, once more id like to see..
a razor in my hand, my wrists are all bloody...
my hair is stained red.. my bed sheets covered in self hate..
you suddenly shake the grip on you..
and then you really see...
the face in the mirror there.. thats not me..
the eyes are dark with fury..
the skin is pale and tough..
the hands that seem so unfamiliar...
those dark eyes look into the mirror with hatred..
and then you know for real..
this hate isnt for that boy..
the room gets smaller and smaller..
death is closing in...
you close your eyes to the lullaby of immoral sin..
then comes a pounding on the door..
and just as your eyes close one last time...
you hear a voice say "Please open the door! we still love you! let us in!" |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by fairyleena (3-13-2005 - 04:57 AM)
| OMG this is sooo deep. It touched me. |
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