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Can you hear me?
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN12:10 AM 3/17/05| Your letters are soaked to the bone with my tears that haven’t stopped since that terrible day. Sometimes I wish I was to dead to care. I miss you I hope you know that. Why did you leave me? I loved you so much. You promised me that you would be there for me always, but you cant and I really need you. Nothing else matters and I cant let you go. every time someone brings you up it feels like a thousand needles crawling they’re way through my skin and into my heart. I lay awake at night hearing you telling me “it’s okay don’t cry”, but nothing is okay not anymore. I cant make it through one day without thinking about your suicide. Did you even stop to think about me, or think about all the good times and laughter we had. I know that these memories wont stop ringing in my head, but what was going on through yours? I miss movie night with you and I miss reading stories to your little brother, I miss staying out all night at the grave yard with you. How can 5 years of friendship just get cut away? The more and more I think about the pain, the more and more I just want to ran away. God I hate this, I hate life without you. It all seems pointless and plain. I’d do anything to make this pain go away. If you needed to talk all you had to do was pick up the phone and I would have helped you. But you didn’t tell me anything and that s what really hurts. I trusted you with every secret, every lie, god Patrick I trusted you with my life but you couldn’t even trust me enough to tell me that you were hurting? Its been a year it still feels like yesterday. I love you Patrick and I always will but I don’t think I’m ready enough to let go. Your death has grown part of me, I never really wanted this speed bump but I’m going to name my son after you. I love you so much and I want you to know it wont stop hurting but maybe one day I can let go. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Dianesjewels (3-17-2005 - 01:07 AM)
| It's not a poem; rather a sad letter, written as prose. |
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