trying to get over that this in fact, is the end,
But these invisible wounds
don't seem to mend,
i catch myself thinking about
the next time i see you,
i can't really get myself to believe that it's not true,
its hard to take down the pictures off the wall,
so im just gonna wait until they fall,
i like the part of you i bring out
when it's just me and you there,
but everything i feel, u dont really care,
i'll have to admit, i liked you much better before, before jealousy and betrayal
came knocking on our door,
i stood up for you when people were saying shit about you behind your back,
but when its ur turn to do the same,
you just stand there and laugh,
to tell you the truth,
my feelings never hurt so bad,
it seems a little after i met you,
all i ever felt was sad,
but for all the bad things about you,
the good things made me forget,
And i kno i will always remember
the very first day we met,
i wanna move on to something new,
and slowly forget about you,
you wont miss me for very long,
and you'll never kno i was hurt because of u,
you'll just keep on living how you live,
and doing what you do,
If i really think about it,
i never have seen you cry,
when you're sad, you push me away,
and i cant figure out why,
i see your slight sadness and anger
rite when it's put there in its place,
but you cant see when im in pain,
when its written on my face,
you would be so overwhelmed,
if you ever found out the truth
about how i felt all this time,
i thought we were the best of friends,
but i realized you were only mine,
Now i think about you with everything i do,
i know that you arent,
but i wanna think that you are thinking of me too.
Im wondering if you ever realized
what you said to me,
did you find out the reason that i cry?
or are you too blind to see?
All the things that i lied to myself about,
im realizing that i have to admit whats true,
all this pain made bitterness eat my heart out,
i have to get away from you.
i used to smile while looking at your pictures,
the smile turned into a frown,
now my hands are shaking
as i take your pictures down.* |
