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Struggles
written by gothicbob696905:02 AM 3/18/05I miss the feeling;
I guess I grew to accustom it.
it's hard to forget,
such a powerful coping skill.
and I have one question,
why?
Why do I wake up?
The blood pounding through my veins,
calling out to me to come and see the blood.
Why is it?
that every time I have the chance to cut,
its always takes a second to say no.
Why is it?
That I want to tear through my veins.
and sit holding the knife,
until the blood runs out.
just let me go
take away these pills.
its not like they are helping,
I take them every day.
this is just a struggle;
I’ll have to face alone.
Nothing you can give me
can get rid of all the pain.
Why do they call ms. suicidal?
I really think I’m not.
I am just a person,
who is running otta luck.
Why do they care so much?
it's not like I’ll do it.
Just contemplating suicide.
So just let me go.
Take away these pills.
Its not like there’re helping,
I take them every day.
This is just a struggle;
I’ll have to face alone.
Nothing you can give me
can get rid of all the pain.
Everyone thinks about it,
once in his or her lives.
The only difference is,
I think about it everyday,
and I am not cut free.
But its just thoughts,
well that’s what they say.
I try to right the urges everyday,
and I am not cut free.
So just let me go.
Take away these pills.
Its not like there’re helping,
I take them every day.
This is just a struggle;
I’ll have to face alone.
Nothing you can give me
can get rid of all the pain.
So you can call me what you like,
and send me away.
But it won’t change me;
I’m the same at the end of the day.
So just let me go.
Take away these pills.
Its not like there’re helping,
I take them every day.
This is just a struggle;
I’ll have to face alone.
Nothing you can give me
can get rid of all the pain.
This is just a struggle;
I’ll have to face alone.
No one can save me;
I have to save my self.
No one can save me;
I have to save my self.
This is just a struggle;
I’ll have to face alone.
I have to face this alone. |
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