| i felt the cold rush over my hand, the numbness will take over soon, but i've had that feeling my whole life, the feeling of no emotion, you want to forget everyone you have ever met, and find your own planet, where you can only breathe the air, that is in the atmosphere, if anyone even tries to get to this planet, they will choke, suffer, clenching the veins of their neck, all who get near me, shall pay dearly, the numbness is taking over, slowly it will overcome my mind, overcome my soul and my heart combined, i will see the truth in the world, that it's just a big black swirl, that will suck you in if you aren't careful, it will make you think that your dreams are real, that you're living in a fairy tale, but when you come to your senses, and really think about it, you find out everything is a lie, all of what you believed in, even the life you're livin in, it's all a lie, i think i might die, there is nothing to believe in anymore, my friends have lied to me i am sure, they have stabbed me in the back more than enough times to kill me, and i think they already have, my friends are now my enemies, the truth is just another lie, you think i'm alive, but i already died, a long time ago, when people didn't even know, that i was livin this lie. |
