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Daddy
written by Gothic_Native_Am_Girl0108:31 AM 3/20/05The warmth is beneath the water,
Waiting for you to search for it
It's forever cold inside me,
Living without a soul or joy
My vision is blurred by the sight of you
And I'm not sure if I can go on
I try to escape from your grasp
But your holding to tight
Your evanescence time here won't seem to end
I'm fillid with the emotionlessness that you've forced upon me
He's calling me, beckoning to come closer
Shall I listen?
I try to exhale while I find that my existance here is pointless
I lost all my faith
And now my body's ice cold just like your heart
You've pushed me to a point where I cannot be reached
I see the blood on my hand, and hope to feel more like a woman
Darling, can't you see that I'm down on my knees?
Let me be!
This is the price I had to pay
For belonging to you
You look at me, and you don't like what you see
Then you try to mold me into something you want me to be
This is the way that I am, but only because of you
I wish to abandon you while I still can
But my time is up, it's way to late
You gaze at me with open eyes
And you plot what next to do to me
I tremble with fear when you move closer
Why do I let this abuse go on?
You've been here all my life
Tormenting me, what did I do to you?
Get the fuck away from me!
My beliefs don't matter to you and you use me more
Your fantastic at manipulating and you've brainwashed me
Your body is warm, but you are not
I'm being blinded by tears as you yell at me more
It's all ways me, and never you
I have to fear when I yell back at you
Scared you will hit me once more
You say you do it because it's what was done to you
And you don't see how it's affected me so
My nails forever black and my clothes worse
Gothic I am
The things I've done, just to have some fun
I only do this to piss you off
You've become the villain in this story of mine
The enemy, the God
He's hurt me also
What did I do to deserve this?
You're the worst part of me!
Daddy, please, leave me alone
This game cannot continue
Daddy, please just go
Please, please leave me alone! |
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