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anger
written by lunasabrina14804:57 PM 3/20/05I feel my nails digging into my palms
Your voice brings such anger
Why can’t you just leave me?
Why wont you go away.
I’m terrified of what I might do.
A wish of death that I can’t erase
I feel my tears, and I push them away
But this feeling of disgust seems to stay
My stomach turns inside out
My head fills with ideas on how to end this
But my will is too strong
I will not waste my life for you!
I will not let you have such satisfaction!
But why wont you go,
You make me hate this world
And you know how to make it worst, and you do
When I feel like nothing is worst than you
You prove that you are worst than yourself.
And I close my eyes
And I dream of your blood within my hands.
I see me fall, in the darkened skies
Shattered to pieces as I hit the ground.
This constant hate!
I hate you!
Don’t you see you’re not getting anywhere?
I will not do as you say.
I will not respect the person I despise!
I will never learn what you teach!
There is no wisdom in what you say
There is only lies
So many of them…
You believe yourself to be perfect,
But perfect isn’t the word I would use.
There isn’t a word for someone like you.
Someone who can cause so much pain, with so little.
You can’t even see how much this hurts you too
You’re too busy enjoying the sights…
But when you’re old and no one wants you
Needs you!
Oh, then that is when it will begin!
All that you deserve!
The pain, the misery, this feeling of despair.
It is the only reason why I’m here anymore.
To see you suffer, and watch it
It will be my turn.
No more, will you decide
Never again, will you hurt me!
You will pay for all you made us go through!
You will regret all you’ve ever done.
And when you are gone…
I will sit alone and sip my wine
And laugh!
Laugh…
For that is when I will be true once again!
I will no longer need you!
And I only hope there is a hell,
For someone like you deserves nothing more.
Eternal suffering would not be enough!
You will never feel the anger I had!
The hate, the fear!
And now when I see you
I cannot help but think of the day
When you are old and helpless,
You wont be able to count on Meganne,
I can tell you that!
No one in their right mind could ever believe
You had an ounce of good in you.
It is impossible to be fooled by you forever.
I used to think you were, well nothing
Now I know that is exactly what you are
NOTHING!!!
Never will someone love you
Not once will someone listen to you!
I will show the world just how much it is
I HATE YOU!
And then they will know
Just like I do.
All that you have done.
You are quite lucky, do you not know
If it was up to me,
You would be in jail, mister!
But mom, no mom needs you.
And until I can, I will not behave.
I will never become what you want me to be
Even if it is my biggest dream!
I don’t care…
My only purpose is to make you endure this life of pain!
To make you regret
All you’ve ever done!
And I know you will…
Because I will have my way!
I will make my way!
I will make you ashamed of your own actions
And it wont be that hard!
You should already be disgusted of how you act.
But it is true you have a disturbed mind!
And soon,
When I go,
I want you to remember.
I will be back!
You will pay for what you made us go through!
But for now,
I can only sit and write,
Of how much I hate the way you talk.
Your voice brings such anger!
Your face, oh that face.
How could anyone trust such a face!
How could anyone believe anything you have to say?
I can only dream of what it is I wish to do to you!
And how many times have I fought with the thought of picking up that knife!
How many times have I watched my mom cry.
And you laugh, laugh at her!
Call her names! Call me names!
How do you stand yourself?
How do you not take your own life!
But then really,
I wish you would stay…
Just so can make you pay!
You will not bring me down anymore!
You will not make me inferior to anything!
I am everything I want to be!
And you are nothing!
Shame on you for doing this to us!
I hope you rot from the inside of your empty heart!
I wish that life be taken away from you in the most painful of ways
The longest way!
So I can watch you
And smile.
Smile at the tought of never having to care anymore.
Never being knocked over.
Never crying at all you say and do!
No more anger and hate!
No more you
No more tears. |
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