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You'll never know(LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE)
written by beautiful_let_down05:29 PM 3/21/05Sitting here...alone in the dark. Trying to understand what caused this. Then I realized...it was you.
I thought I could trust you, now I know I was wrong. I have no idea in this world as to where I belong. But this is how the weak learn to become strong...stronger then what I ever used to be. It's been 3 months now, I remember the date. 12/21 when I filled full with hate.
One thing I can't seem to decide was wether I feel in love with you or the guy inside. It's like when you looked at me, I could see the depths of your soul and when you told me I was perfect...it made me feel whole...complete...not one missing part... but deep inside I knew not to take your compliments to heart. But what did I do? I let myself fall again.
You cheated on me and then that girl told my friend. You may think from this and everything that it's been 3 months of Hell. But now I realize I never did fall in love...I simply tripped and then I fell.
Oh my God I can't stand you, but I think the word for that is hate. Fuck that ____ don't you think it's too late? For what you ask...for everything...all of it...every single bit. Now I'm here sitting with a razor pressed onto my wrist. Don't tell me I won't do it, don't tell me I won't try. Shit, what the fuck am I doing? I won't do this over a guy. Fuck it, I guess it's over between me and you. But I've got on thing left to say Fuck you... |
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