The only thing that surrounds me,
is my misery,
it is only me that bleeds,
nobody can see,
a shell of non-exsistence to u,
how true,
a life w/o a meaning,
but i wish i was just dreaming,
i am programmed to be alone,
in this world, so cold,
isolated in darkness,
all by myself,
it doesn't surprise me cuz this is hell,
scars all over my body,
when i fall there'll be no one to hold me,
as soon as sumone walks in my life,
they leave w/o sayin goodbye,
i hate this pain i contain,
this loneliness drives me insane,
pretendin everything is ok,
when it's not,
i soon lose all that i got,
due to my silence,
the silent killer,
my weak piller,
therefore i'm programmed to be alone,
in a life that treats me so cold. |
