i know i cause my own pain,
by pushing people away,
i never give them a chance,
i just judge them with a glance,
maybe i'm afraid of getting hurt,
cuz my feelings caused by torture,
is not what it's worth,
to u this is not cool,
being a fool should not be offered to u,
my ignorance i should not subject u to,
b.cuz of the few i've let into my life,
u'r the only 1 that knows that i'm not alright,
but u'r the only one that puts up with me,
even though at times u may think i'm just mean,
but what are friends anyway?
i had them once & lost them in a day,
over a pd of time,
i felt as if i had committed a crime,
but to u i shouldn't act this way,
i shouldn't push u away,
u'r the only one who knows how i feel,
& deep inside my soul u know how i bleed,
so i'm gonna try to not act like a fool,
whenever i'm around you,
cuz after all u'r the only one I can relate to, |
