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written by devilchild0110:38 AM 3/24/05I remember days gone by when all I did was cry, now what am I supposed to do. Tears are still falling and night is drawing near rocking myself in my own secluded corner. Afraid to move Afraid of being stepped on because no one can see me, if they can they don't notice if they can they don't care I'm so numb I'm sore. All this defeated hatred Just bottled up inside tearing me apart. What am I supposed to do now? A blanket of doom Cast upon a world of sorrow and I am barely breathing anymore. The life I once lead when I didn't know the meaning of pain. And the one I lead now where I could write the book. Two very different people Trapped inside One very lonely body one very lonely body. An outcast in a world of false exactly where drugs and razors have become my only friends, The only ones who notice me And lift me to higher grounds So I won't get crushed
Where no one can step on me. Trouble is It’s harder than it looks, To just ignore these aids When they're all the comfort left When they're the only things still around. Everyone else has dissolved into the background Faded into a painted picture of a delusional paradise. That isn't even grand and no one to take my hand No one to lead me to safety And not a soul who cares either way Sure some say they do Some grab my hand Giving me the illusion. That maybe I'll be all right this time guiding me from my corner and into the "real" world and then they let go. And I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand why they'd do that Take me from hiding The only place I could ever feel redemption And push me into a society Full of fake smiles and countless pains. And then drop me Feed me to the lions Just a play toy And now all grown up. No time for me anymore Or all my childish fears As I scramble to find my corner again When will they learn That I am human too. |
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