The sirens are screaming their death chant,
I have to carry on but i know i can't,
The hells bells wont stop ringing,
The dead-ones wont stop singing,
I'm trying to fight it, doing my best,
A stabbing feeling, a dagger in my chest,
Still i breathe while slowly i bleed,
I'm finding it harder, now i heave,
The flames are rising, here i sit,
All alone in a crimson pit,
The dream disturbs my sleep,
Every nightmare, up it must creep,
Twin suicide, the dpeths of hell,
Things through dreams, i know only too well,
Swirling clouds in my head, now i'm truly broken,
I live in a derelcit sanctuary, my thoughts have taken,
The steady drip-drip of rain falling from the roof,
This is my new existence, this is proof,
Proof that i have changed,
Proof that my mind has rearranged,
Buildings have transformed inf ront of my face,
Now i dwell in the dakrness, even in this place,
Cold heartless faces make a mark here,
No warmth or love, only hate and fear,
This is really what i see, glazed over my eyes,
This is how i feel, i'm lost in my cries,
I've faded away from a world i once knew,
A world with family, and freinds, and you,
In my eyes everything has morphed,
I've belittled myself, now i am dwarfed,
No-one will understand how i feel now,
Where is the justice, I used to love, how,
Too many questions fly through my mind,
My way, my path, what do i need to find,
Tell me the truth don't lie to me,
It'll hurt again, i'll feel guilty,
A hole in the wlal is what i seek,
It's finally found but i feel so weak,
Flames and darkness, harsh but still better,
But still, it doesn't have her,
I stay here anyway as i get dragged under this,
To get back ym life is something i'd never miss,
I need that oppurtunity,
To have a world where i am back with rosie,
I'm down on my knees when i'm standing,
I'm laying still if i'm standing,
The funeral song plays as i reach for her hand,
I touch it and for a few seconds the pain does abstand,
But she slips and i am falling once more,
Floating in ages of blood and gore,
This reality is all that is real to me,
This is my new reality,
Cries, screams and morbid images,
Blod dripping down shelved cabbages,
Sounds stupid but this is all real,
These are the true feelings that i feel. |
