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REASONS
written by NIRVANAGRL199407:24 AM 3/27/05Reasons, everyone always wants reasons why I' am.
Honestly, I would like to know myself so I write about
what hurts, what feels good, what makes me cry and
what makes me feel. I want to know why:
I cry.
I’m screaming silently inside.
I’m happy for a moment and then I loose it.
I’m free but I hold back.
I hate myself every time I look in the mirror.
I drown in myself pity.
I eat a tub of ice cream, then feel so much guilt than I cant move.
I’ am ashamed.
I hide from everything.
I feel more than I can take.
And I just really want to know why I’ am unable to be whole.
Was I born with a failure inside of me that doesn't allow me to
Change? I spend my days scared. What if I never change? What
if there are no reasons at all? What if I’ am the way I’ am forever
and there is nothing I can do about it. So I look for all answer to
make the confusion go away. Everyday I wake up searching with
only the hope that someday something will be found that will
make this endless longing go away.
Have you ever wanted something so bad you couldn't breathe?
I Cant Breathe. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I DIDNT WRITE THIS BUT I THOUGHT PPL SHOULD READ IT CUZ ITS A GREAT POEM
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