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Death by design
written by DeaD_DyinG_PaiN01:48 AM 3/28/05| I’m bleeding inside and it can’t be stopped. I gave you my heart and you tore it and put it back in place. Why does it hurt so? I mean why do I care so much guys are all the same? you come in when my life is taped and rearrange it, why to prove you can? The deeper you cut in you arm the deeper the thought there is no more pain. The bleeding is constant the rag is covered with it and still the flow is strong. Cover up this lie. Laugh with friends but deep inside you are crying. Kris left, Kristine left, people close to me are walking away. Silently suffering in this dark corner. every time I try to make this better it only makes the pain more awfully unbearable. My world is spinning I don’t know what is real. it moves to the right and back to the center and then to the left and it spins around again. I grab one thing I can trust to hide my secrets, bite my lip and push it hard across my thighs and wrists. The closer I get to people the farther I am to myself. And I feel numb, lifelessly sitting here with nothing. My heart goes out to the alone. Why did you leave me? What did I do? I loved you more then anything, you were all my sanity, all my life. I can’t sleep again, now I have a new addiction. Shove me down and kick me as a lay helpless. I’m wounded, and you push salt deep in it as you laugh when I cry from the pain. Why me? And you took my heart again, and tried to rip it but there is on heart now is there and without that power over me now you are the helpless one. I have 3 years of pain and suffering in these eyes and I don’t want it anymore. I’m here giving you a gift. Take care of it, for you are the one who gave it to me. You open the box and with shock its empty. You can’t see pain you fuck, you can only feel it, and I do believe its your turn to suffer. We were designed to die, this is my death by his design. |
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