if only i didnt believe you,
if only i didnt fall so deep,
if only i had kept my heart sealed,
and not given it to thee,
if only i didnt love you,
i could probably be sane,
i wouldnt have to cry at night,
and wouldnt go through all the pain,
if only you didnt hurt me,
if only you didnt lie,
if only you meant you loved me,
i wouldnt have to cry,
if only my tears would stop falling,
if only my heart wouldnt have broke,
if only you would have treated me right,
and not acted like this was a joke,
if only... i didnt grab that blade,
if only... you didnt say goodbye,
if only... i didnt cut so deep,
i may not have had to die. |