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Cloven
written by darkangel170103:45 AM 3/28/05I'm still shocked.
yet to brave to cry
for the innocence of your life
that had been stolen away
The irony which confuses me,
was the night I returned
was the same night
death had took you away..
Never to awake from your slumber..
Too many pain killers and the after math
of last week's injection.
We should have never losted contact
I wish I would have been there,
so you could talk to me
of the fucked up shit you had to put up with.
I would have came sooner,
you were my dearsest friend..
Why had it to be you,
and I given the second chance.
Im no different than you,
you were my other half.
I shall be forever lost without you,
my soul imcomplete, shes cries out
bleeding and dying inside.
You were the only one I'd make that kind
of sacrifice.
I would without question
I'd take your place.
Breathe into your with one kiss,
give you my life
so that you may live.
Your spirit was the most gorgeous,
so simular to mine.
Our dark brown eyes,
held eachother secrets.
I could see my mere reflection,
deep within your eyes,
and yours in mine...
Our connection with eachother,
will for always be sacred.
Im am cursed by all
mirrors and puddles of water.
caue all I can see is your saddened face.
I grow cold,
maybe it's because you visit me.
Other would say I'm crazy..
letting my immagination get to me.
Distantly, I hear you call my name,
or is it just another vague memory.
Longing for you more and more,
each moment passes..
I need you by my side.
I hate myself for taking for so long to
return, now even longer eternity will seem.
Yerning for your careless touch deepens.
Your flawless image I carry eveywhere
with me.
Driving me madd mental..
For anyother would have begun to fade.
No one else was able to see you,
there was only me.
All the makeup you wore,
and the clothes you purchased.
(aah I remember the disguise you made)
Before you desided to change your name.
You copied the mask that I wore,
to hide the endless tears on my face.
We did it to protect ourselves,
from being hurt by others..
We refused to someone elses slave.
Sometimes to hide from ourselves,
because all the regretful, harmful, and dangerous
games we'd play.
Just a disguise to help us through life,
maybe it was more that we craved.
I wish I could have returned your most
precious gift you ever gave me..
To hold you in my arms,
shield you from this awful life.
Kiss away each of your individual,
blood-staind tears from your eyes.
Whisper softly, the most lovely things,
into your ears my love.
Love is all you need my dear..
Wash off all the white make up
and black eyeliner,
slip off slowly from your darkened disguise..
Tell you are beautiful..
There is no reason no more for you to hide...... |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
I just wanted to dedicate this poem to my late dearest friend Jarred, I titled it after him. I wasn't present at him funeral, but I know he'll forgive me. This poem was a way for me to say good bye and that someday we'll be together again.. I know that the grammer and spelling is all that great, but I've rewritten over several times. Please, if you read this poem and have any suggestions, comments, or advice I'd be so greatful.. Thank you, for reading my work and hopefully enjoyed..darkangel1701
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