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worst thing i could do
written by suicide-fairie03:38 PM 3/28/05a month has went by and i never even realized as i sit and wonder if you did.
is it just girls that keep dreams close to their hearts?
is it just girls that find it hard to let go of memorys, forget about that guy that you once loved and now makes you cry.
iam just a girl to you
afew months to go and i doubt il ever see you again
ive felt this pain before the pain of heart break and its sore
i cant let go i just need to pretend to the world that i have
why are guys soo good at hiding pain?
never let you see them cry
it would be a lie to say im over him
but im used to living a lie
keep it in my heart untill i cant take it anymore and i brake down and cry
i wanna feel you touch
iv never wanted someone to love me so much
i need to let go but ive allready fell
i said id change yet i made myself worse
created more problems
i realized why i hurt the ones i love
after years of wondering how
i hurt myself too much
i drink to built up the guts to do what i dont wanna do
i dont wanna be hated
i just wanna be loved by you
so this time im gonna change
even tho these words have all been said before
but i can try and i can try again
can change and change and change
find myself
never give up
thats the worst thing i could do
keep on trying untill i get over you |
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