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written by suicide-fairie03:40 PM 3/28/05im slowly cracking up
slowly going back on my promises
i cant control theese feelings in my mind
my skin is itching
stratching my skin
pulling my hair
falling back down
back to where i begun this shit al thoose years ago
iam falling down
i aint strong enough to stop me
please help me!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel the knife peirce my skin
fucking hell ive started this shit again
it started with a scratch
it then went on to a knife
but what hapens
when i dont feel the pain anymore and decide to take your life
im fucked in the head
i dont know what iam doing i dont know who iam
im filled with paranoia
i need someone to save me
i need love!
i need alot of things thing that aint so important compared to whats goin on in the world
iam just a girl, just a girl!
in a bit of a mess
things will be diffrent in the morning i keep telling myself
but things aint right when you sleep wishing that you will suffacate in your dreams
things aint right when you look in the mirror and wanna scream
faith.............................i need to build faith so iam told
how do you build faith?
i need to have faith in myself i no i do
i wish i could find it but i need some help from you
i dont want alot of faith just enought to see my threw
enough so i can learn to love myself so i can love you |
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