Sometimes I just go into a trance,
My mouth opens wide and my eyes turn blank,
It feels like I don't even exist,
My skin turns pale and my legs collapse,
My arms hang at my side,
Like jelly dissolving into the air,
Like I don't even care about anything there,
My hands go cold and numb,
They are shaky like rubble falling onto the ground,
Sometimes I wish that I was non-existant,
That I would never come back,
To this world that had deceived me so,
That had never seen my flaming red glow,
Sometimes I wish that I was invisble,
That no one could see me,hear me,touch me,or feel me,
I wish that I wasn't even here,
Non-existant............No life,no death,
I wish people couldn't even hear my breath. |
