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Possesed Boy's Suicide Letter
written by untidy_posession07:10 PM 3/30/05Dear All,
I never thought I'd have to put pen to paper to write this letter I'm about to start,
Infact I never thought this was the way that I would eventually depart,
And Mom, Dad, you might disagree,
But I think the world will be better off without me,
I never told you my secrets, for that I'm sorry,
But please, I beg you not to worry,
I didn't do this with the intention of creating sadness,
But the fact that I couldn't understand my own madness,
I can't even contemplate what's wrong with me, really,
You noticed I could never talk about it freely.
I just know there's something horribly wrong deep inside,
And nothing In this fucking world can make it subside,
It fucking screams every night,
Everytime I close my fucking eyes,
No-one could hear my terrified cries,
'Cus I shoved my fist in my mouth to silence noise,
'Cus Dad I know you don't want crying from your boy,
I'm supposed to be tough but I'm not,
I'm supposed to be happy, But I'm not,
My hands going numb,
So Mom,
I love you, And you didn't do anything wrong,
This is all me, I'm bleeding on the paper now,
But let me write these last words out,
I........
*Dedicated to Shane, (not finished, obviously, to give it the effect of him dieing, if you didn't get that...it was kind of a given.....)* |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
There is an original posessed boy poem by myself. go read it if you want. this poem sucks. I KNOW, but i just had to write it. dont ask why.
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| » Comments / Feedback | by darkness_follows_me (3-30-2005 - 07:18 PM)
| WWWWOOOOOOOOOOW,that was awesome,i can really relate to it |
by koolz lady (3-30-2005 - 07:24 PM)
| wow, what i got from that, is that some one is in alot of pain, and i'm sorry about whatever happened... |
by liddle xxx punk (3-30-2005 - 07:26 PM)
| it doesnt suck. I liked it.. it explains the internal conflict that so many people face because of suicidal thoughts..thanks for explaining it and being bold enough to write it out. |
by (guest) (3-30-2005 - 07:31 PM)
| I LOVE YOUR POEM IT IS SO HEARTFELT KEEP WRITING AND GOD LOVE YOU FOR WRITING THIS POEM ABOUT UR FREIND |
by (guest) (3-30-2005 - 08:34 PM)
| WOW that was a really good poem. I LUVED IT!!!!!!! If u write ne more like that, i would luv to read them...plz send them to me at krista_reeves420@hotmail.com thanks!!!! |
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